I thought I better update you all again (meaning the three people that might still check this thing!) So, I’ve been in the hospital since last Thursday. My amniotic fluid went even lower and they admitted me for safety reasons. It has not been fun and I am even more of aÂ nervous wreck now! Just when I think I have a handle on at home bed rest, my pregnancy takes a new turn. The doctors are saying that I will deliver between 35-36 weeks so that only gives us about 10 or so days before baby Claire will be here. i have to be honest, I am terrified. We went on a tour of the NICU and it breaks my heart that we won’t be able to bring her home for awhile and my brand new baby will have to have surgeries. i don’t know how I’ll get through all of this but I have no choice but to remain faithful and hopeful no matter what happens. Thank you everyone for your encouragement, prayers and support over the past 3 months. I never thought my first pregnancy would be like this and I have no idea why this is happening, but I know I’ve already learned a lot about theÂ value of companionship, kind words and a helping hand. Soon our precious daughter will be with us and our lives will never be the same. I am embracing this change and I’m already filled with a love I’ve never felt before. More soon, I promise.
10 comments July 11th, 2008 nicky